ReformedWretch
Puritan Board Doctor
Scott Bushy and I agreed a long time ago here on the PB that we both feel that we we're not Christians back when we spread our false (error?) beliefs. For example, I often boldly stated things like "A God that does not give His people free will is not my God!" How about this one, "Any God that could send a new born baby to Hell is no God that I would ever worship!" I also used to teach people that all they had to do was say the "sinners prayer" and they would be saved. I did and said these kind of things for years!
When I finally came to the doctrines of grace, and saw God for who He really is, it is then that I feel I truely "repented" of "me" and became a Christian. Some here argued that I always was a Christian, but simply in error. I honestly don't believe that. I was making horrible statements and teaching my "doctrine" to others any chance that I could. I certainly didn't plot people's destruction or knowingly serve Satan, but I don't see myself as a true "Christian" during those years. I decided what the truth about God and His words we're based on my ability to understand and how the Spirit "made me feel".
So I ask all of you, are preachers, teachers, and even the people in the pews who think as I once did Christians in err, or are they lost sinners leading others astray?
When I finally came to the doctrines of grace, and saw God for who He really is, it is then that I feel I truely "repented" of "me" and became a Christian. Some here argued that I always was a Christian, but simply in error. I honestly don't believe that. I was making horrible statements and teaching my "doctrine" to others any chance that I could. I certainly didn't plot people's destruction or knowingly serve Satan, but I don't see myself as a true "Christian" during those years. I decided what the truth about God and His words we're based on my ability to understand and how the Spirit "made me feel".
So I ask all of you, are preachers, teachers, and even the people in the pews who think as I once did Christians in err, or are they lost sinners leading others astray?