Ok just to give a "before" example, I have fallen away a few times this week soly on my empty, drained, unjoyful feelings. I feel happy when I read the Word (but it can vanish quick after I stop) I use to be very light hearted but I don't crack jokes no more, I don't really like laughing at jokes anymore either, In my humble opinion its a very distressing thing for me. I'm still going to ask for advice guys, but I think I figured out the problem! I am having trouble feeling joy in the Lord and his Word because I am dwelling so much on how much my attitude is going to have to change!1 (in regards to what I used to find fun, and pleasurable to the flesh) thus I feel a loss of joy. Any advice (reading the bible is a no brainer btw) on how to, finally cut this?