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Puritan Board Junior
I really have been convicted at my overall dryness and lack of desire for personal holiness. I have tried to be more disciplined in my prayers but find myself despairing and being discouraged while praying. I know that my feelings are not the ultimate measure but I just feel like when I pray all I can focus on is my insincerity, my lack of holiness and the sins I deal with. When I feel this way I try to focus on the sufficiency of Jesus but there is a part of me that feels like I am using that to not address my own sins instead of actually resting in that. I don't know, our hearts are wicked, I am just wondering if others have this problem in their prayer life