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For me the choice to be Calvinist was made for me as soon as God acted in me, because it was obvious that it was God acting irresistibly. I struggled and hated and it felt like I was forcibly turned inside out. I acknowledge that theologically there must have been a choice of mine in there, but it is very difficult to identify it.
I remember soon after talking with a Christian I befriended and I asked him if, according to standard Christian thinking, it was OK to not believe in free will and was overjoyed when he said it was more than OK! So why did I get saved? I have yet to find out fully, but the finding out is fantastic!
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Paul
No denomination, affiliated with FIEC
"Deliver me from worldly dispositions, for I am born from above and destined for glory" - Valley of Vision
"They think it strange that you do not plunge with them into the same flood of dissipation" - Peter
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