It's so difficult sometimes to discern what it is God specifically wants me to do with my personal life. But i've been thinking about going to seminary for theological studies. Of course I have no intentions of becoming some femi-nazi pastor of a church, however, my heart is so moved to learn and study systematic reformed theology. I have so many questions and trains of thoughts that sometimes lead me into mental gynmastics, but sometimes I feel so inadequate in answering those in opposition to the reformed view. I mean sure I can quote my surface knowledge of scriptures that demonstrate the accuracy of the reformed view. And of course for any christian scripture should be sufficient. But I want to go much more deeper into scripture than that, especially when i'm challenged further on the issue.

I feel i need some sort of formal discipline and teaching from those more knowledgeable and wiser than I. I do not have a husband to teach me such things in an in-depth way, and learning these things on my own is so challenging..So i've been thinking.. should I consider going for a Masters in Theology at a reformed seminary? Is it a bit taboo for a woman to be grazing the seminarian grounds?

This question comes at a time when my quarter life-crises seems to continually creep around in my mind. It just seems like there so many different avenues and possibilities, opportunities for sucess and failures.. and I'll admit i'm a little nervous about it. I know there is only but one sure path that God has already set out before me.. I just wish I knew what it was.

So.. a penny for your thoughts? or maybe two?

Thanks guys

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Nikki Edmond
New Beginnings Believers Bible Fellowship (Family's Church), Non-Denom
Los Angeles, CA
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Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Nikki, you are pretty much exactly where I was at about three years ago (though graduating from high school—I had just stumbled across the Puritans etc. and was converted around that time). Do you mind if I send you a PM instead of responding here, since this is an open forum and I don't care to share personal details with whoever searches for my name on Google?

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Laura
attending Old Peachtree PCA, GA

"I have read of one who, seeing in a vision so many snares of the devil spread upon the earth, he sat down mourning, and said within himself, Who shall pass through these? whereupon he heard a voice answering, Humility shall pass through them."
- Thomas Brooks

God bless you young lady in your search for truth and your walk with Christ. How fortunate some christian man will be one day when he takes your hand in marriage. To see a young woman so concerned with Christ and His Word give me great joy.

Pro 3:3 Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:
Pro 3:4 So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.
Pro 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
Pro 3:6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Pro 3:7 Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.
Pro 3:8 It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones.

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Psa 55:16 As for me, I will call upon God; and the LORD shall save me.
Psa 55:17 Evening, and morning, and at noon, will I pray, and cry aloud: and he shall hear my voice.
James Farley, Wilderness Road Baptist Assembly.
Husband of Melissa and father of Ann.
www.wildernessroadbaptist.org

I am involved with an online Reformed seminary that is completely free. You might want to check it out...

The North American Reformed Seminary

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Larry Bray
Training for Elder - Reformed Presbyterian Church of Boothwyn, PCA
Boothwyn, PA - http://www.rpcb.org/

Free Online Reformed Seminary - http://www.tnars.net

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"The best Christian is still a poor Christian" - R.B. Kuiper

You can download courses from the Reformed Theological Seminary (uses itunes)

They do distance learning which might be of help but i figured since you are still pondering and thinking about this that you might be interested diving into some of the material right away!

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Brian E
Attending Christ Reformed Baptist Church
Milwaukee, WI

Before you spend any money, I would do what Quickened suggest. Most of these lectures are top-notch and free.

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J. B. Atken
John Knox PCA
Layman, M.A. student at Louisiana College

I think Covenant Seminary has a similar free program online.

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The man who is disposed to think of his sin as a great calamity, rather than as a heinous crime, is not likely either to reverence God or to respect His law. - John Kennedy, 1873
Meg
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Member, Intown Presbyterian Church,PCA, Portland, OR

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Nikki,

Great advice above. Jacob turned me on to the rts.edu courses. They're fantastic.

Patience Sister.

I understand the desire. Steady study of the Scriptures will allow you to mature. Even a Seminary education won't replace what sanctification over time will provide. I know the desire to be like the really smart guys out there and have all the answers. I often feel inadequate and think: I really need to read some more theologians....

I would say, first of all, that the best thing you could do is to make sure you start reading the Scriptures every day. I began a Bible in a Year reading program 4 years ago and that regularly and continually sharpens my understanding of the Scriptures. Also, just start reading books and make sure you're in a good Church.

Remember you won't be judged by how high on the academic ladder you climbed. I don't want to say this to discourage the pursuit of excellence because we need to be about that. I do want to make sure, though, that you don't get discouraged because you think you're missing the mark as a disciple because you're not there now. You're where you are. If you are trusting in Christ then trust in Him for your sanctification and continue to pursue knowledge to His glory.

In the end, though, if you have the means and the desire to study in Seminary then go for it.

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Rich
Okinawa, Japan

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I had a similar situation earlier in my life and decided to go to Covenant Seminary. Though I enjoyed it I determined that my bohemian personality was not really cut out for the ministry. But I do not regret a minute of it for the foundation it helped build.

And all of the Reformed seminaries I know of welcome women into the classroom.

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Pax,
Richard Elliott
Midlothian, Virginia
Deacon, Presbyterian Church in America
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I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else. , C. S. Lewis

They call it Covenant Worldwide: Covenant Worldwide - Home Page.

They offer 21 free courses covering most of a seminary curriculum.

God bless you for your passion for knowing God and understanding theology. Seminary is quite costly. If you are really young, have little idea what you want to do next, and have the spare $$$, it might be a great experience. However, with so many free options on the internet, I would consider them first.

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Dennis E. McFadden, Ex Mainline Baptist (in Remission)
Atherton Baptist Homes, CEO
First Baptist Church of Alhambra, Member, Transformation Ministries (CA)

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Excellent point Rich!

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Charles Plauger
Member/Grace Reformed Church
Oakland, MD

Oh sure, I don't mind at all! Thank you!

Thank you for your warm compliments, Soli Deo Gloria!

OoOOoOo Nice.. me likes the sound of the word free Thank you!

=D ! Yes what you say is very true; I know my judgment won't fall on how many string of titles can be placed behind my name hehe. However, I know myself. I know that I need rigourous discipline and training to stay on track. My new years resolution was to read my bible through in a year in a chronological order and i'm already behind! lol.

As of now, there is no one there to guide me in that aspect on a personal level. I will continue to trust God for my santification as always, I just pray he has some way of kicking me in the pants with stern discipline. The kind a seminary can give lol. I may be weird.. but I appreciate the "Read This" "Write That" "Do this by Monday" learning atmosphere.

Nikki,

Glad to see you've received such great encouragement here. My wife is going to be taking some classes while I am attending seminary over the next several years. Every now and then you might find some one who confuses "women learning about Jesus" and "women pastoring a church" and might give you a hard time, but I'm always quick to point out that just because someone wants to go to seminary doesn't mean they want to pastor. I think it is great for you to go to seminary if that a desire you have. My proof text for women attending seminary is from the Luke 10:38-42. It appears to me that Jesus had no problem with women in his seminary...

Also, here is a blog post about women attending seminary. Also, I recently found this blog that has a good section on discerning your call to seminary.

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W. Ryan Burns
Web Developer / Seminary Student
Non-Denominational

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Hi Nikki,

We have a small but growing number of female students, some of whom have come for the same sorts of reasons you describe. School is a place for thinking through issues and getting a solid grounding in the Scriptures, the faith, the history of the church and the Christian life.

Some of our female students go off to become school teachers, some become writers, and some become full-time mothers.

Our chief vocation at WSC is to prepare men for pastoral ministry but about 30% of our students (including our female students) are MA students and all of our students are discovering and working out their vocation.

I would encourage you to contact Christa Haeck (pron. Heck) at:

866.480.8474

or

chaeck@wscal.edu

We get this question (from male and female) prospective students all the time.

Blessings,

rsc

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R. Scott Clark, D.Phil
Associate Professor of Historical and Systematic Theology

"For Christ, His Gospel, and His Church"
Associate Pastor
Oceanside URC
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Thanks so much, yes I feel like i would have to probably explain my presence at a seminary quite often.. but I don't worry about that. Thanks for the blog posts Maybe i'll just where a t-shirt around with a message explaining LOL heh

!!!!!! I'm really gonna prayerfully consider this option. I think I will put in an application along with my grad school application to the Univ of Ariz and see where the Lord would have me go. Thanks very much for the contact information! I will be sure to use it.

I might pick up one of these virtual study options myself!

Interesting thread. What a wealth of knowledge! What an age we live in! There is some good in it.

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Ivan Schoen, Pastor
Maranatha Baptist Church
Poplar Grove, Illinois USA
http://maranatha-sbc.org/
"When a denomination begins to consider doctrine divisive, theology troublesome, and convictions inconvenient, consider that denomination on its way to a well-deserved death." Dr. Albert Mohler, President of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary