I think, perhaps, the quote you're looking for (as suggested above) came from sermon 169 of Augustine. It was preached in the year 416, and comes from an anti-Pelagian sermon...
Augustine (354-430): He was handed over, you see, because of our wrongdoing, and he rose again because of our justification (Rom 4:25). What does because of our justification mean? In order to justify us, to make us just. You will be God's work, not only because you are human, but also because you are just. It is better, after all, to be just, than for you just to be human. If it was God that made you human and if it's you that make you just, it means you are making something better than God made.
But God made you without you. You didn't, after all, give any consent to God making you. How were you to consent, if you didn't yet exist? So while he made you without you, he doesn't justify you without you. So he made you without your knowing it, he justifies you with your willing consent to it. Yet it's he that does the justifying (in case you should think it's your justice, and go back to the dead losses, the wastage and the muck), for you to be found in him not having your own justice, which is from the law, but the justice through the faith of Christ, which is from God; justice from faith, to know him and the power of his resurrection, and a share in his sufferings (Phil 3:9-10). And that will be your power, your strength; a share in Christ's sufferings will be your strength.
God can only be loved by virtue of God's gift. John E. Rotelle, O.S.A., ed., WSA, Part 3, Vol. 5, trans. Edmund Hill, O.P., Sermons, Sermon 169.13 (Hyde Park: New City Press, 1992), p. 231.
Now apart from God's dealings with elect infants dying in infancy, or those unable to respond to the outward call of the of Gospel, namely idiots (and I mean "idiot" in the classic sense), it is true to say that God does not justify us apart from our wills, because by His mighty work in regeneration our wills are graciously disposed to appropriate Christ as He is freely offered to us in the Gospel.
In other words, this reference to Augustine apologetically by Roman apologists is very misguided to say the least.
Blessings,
DTK
Sola Scriptura est norma normans non normata
D. T. King, pastor
Christ Presbyterian Church (OPC)
Elkton, Maryland
Augustine (354-430): Therefore what He [i.e., Christ] has deigned to speak to us, we ought to believe that He meant us to understand. But if we do not understand He, being asked, gives understanding, who gave His Word unasked. NPNF1: Vol. VII, Tractates on John, Tractate XXII, §1.
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