
Originally Posted by
A.Hudson
Hey all, just felt like sharing this cause I've been kind of frustrated with myself as of late...for some reason I have had a very, very, hard time getting in The Word lately..but even in the midst Praise GOD that He has drawn me to Himself and allowed me too at times..But lately it seems like when I spend time with God in His Word..I feel so dry..I've really been into hermeneutics as of late, and becoming a better student of The Bible, but lately I feel like when I read I've been reading a textbook, or just reading..I feel no revelation is coming like it used too, no wow factor like it was, and man I'm just like what's going on with me. I have been seriously praying that God would grant me the grace to have that Hunger for His Word..and that my soul would thirst for Him as did David did (Psalm 42)..and count all as loss for the surpassing worth of knowing him, but it just feels like recently as I have spent time studying God's Word..I'm hitting a brick wall...and all my other boys in ministry are (Which I Praise GOD for)(Most in Bible College) teaching and God is just revealing Himself to them in amaizing ways. Only thing I know to do is to continue by God's Grace crying out to Him..but I was wondering have any of you been here??? And if so how did God encourage you in this time??? I never want to come to The Word of God apathetically, but with a deep hunger and thirst to know Him more...and I just feel like..everyone is hitting pay dirt in there personal study time with God, and I'm just stuck. Don't get me wrong it's not a competition of who knows what..but recently this has taken a toll on me..and I wanted my PB fam to know about it. Even typing this doesn't do justice to how much I really want to express how I feel. No pity party, just looking for wisdom, and counsel in this area.
Isaiah 50:10 " Who among you fears the LORD? Who obeys the voice of His Servant? Who walks in darkness And has no light? Let him trust in the name of the LORD And rely upon his God. 11 Look, all you who kindle a fire, Who encircle yourselves with sparks: Walk in the light of your fire and in the sparks you have kindled -- This you shall have from My hand: You shall lie down in torment.
Notice the identity of those spoken of here:
They fear the LORD and obey the voice of His servant.
Notice their present experience:
They walk in darkness and have no light.
Notice their method of working through this trial:
They rely upon their God.
Notice what they are warned not to do in their present darkness:
Making their own light and walking in it.
Bob, elder, RBC Louisville. 1689 LBCF
"... Of such also, or of those who make a credible profession of being such, all those particular churches consist, which constitute our Lord's visible kingdom. ... Consequently, all the subjects of His government must have spiritual dispositions, , and yield spiritual obedience- obedience proceeding from an enlightened understanding, an awakened conscience, and a renewed heart."- Abraham Booth 1788
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