We all struggle from time to time with our devotions,with our worship this is a natural part of our growth in Christ but the main thing ,Pmkadow is that you are seeking the Lord.It helps me a lot when I write what I read ,the scripture reference and my understanding,what the Lord showed me or reminded me,and in all of this I need to ask how Christ's work of redemption is glorified in my life,what is this teaching applying to my relationship with Christ,how is He glorified.I need to do this more consistently in my life, I must admit.Ps119:10-16 this must be the attitude in every believer to be desperate for God.